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Stickeen: An Adventure with a Dog and a Glacier
by John Muir, from
Travels in Alaska
(1915)
Introduction
by Dan E. Anderson and Harold Wood
In 1880, John Muir made his second trip to Alaska. On this trip
he explored Brady Glacier,
which empties into Taylor Bay
in what is now Glacier Bay National Park,
with a friend's dog, Stickeen.
Muir was a great story teller and he told this story many times before
writing it down in 1909 as a short story at the urging of several of
his friends.
Stickeen
has been ranked as a classic
dog story by many who have read it. More...
The version of Stickeen below is the shorter version that was incorporated
in Muir's book
Travels in Alaska
(1915).
Stickeen
by John Muir
I set off early the morning of August
30 before any one else in camp had stirred, not waiting
for breakfast, but only eating a piece of bread. I had
intended getting a cup of coffee, but a wild storm was
blowing and calling, and I could not wait. Running out against
the rain-laden gale and turning to catch my breath, I saw
that the minister's little dog had left his bed in the tent and
was coming boring through the storm, evidently determined
to follow me. I told him to go back, that such a day
as this had nothing for him.
"Go back," I shouted, "and get your breakfast." But he
simply stood with his head down, and when I began to urge
my way again, looking around, I saw he was still following
me. So I at last told him to come on if he must and gave
him a piece of the bread I had in my pocket.
Instead of falling, the rain, mixed with misty shreds of
clouds, was flying in level sheets, and the wind was roaring
as I had never heard wind roar before. Over the icy levels
and over the woods, on the mountains, over the jagged
rocks and spires and chasms of the glacier it boomed and
moaned and roared, filling the fiord in even, gray, structureless
gloom, inspiring and awful. I first struggled up in
the face of the blast to the east end of the ice-wall, where a
patch of forest had been carried away by the glacier when it
was advancing. I noticed a few stumps well out on the
moraine flat, showing that its present bare, raw condition was
not the condition of fifty or a hundred years ago. In front
of this part of the glacier there is a small moraine lake about
half a mile in length, around the margin of which are a
considerable number of trees standing knee-deep, and of
course dead. This also is a result of the recent advance of the ice.
Pushing through the ragged edge of the woods on the
left margin of the glacier, the storm seemed to increase in
violence, so that it was difficult to draw breath in facing it;
therefore I took shelter back of a tree to enjoy it and await,
hoping that it would at last somewhat abate. Here the
glacier, descending over an abrupt rock, falls forward in
grand cascades, while a stream swollen by the rain was now
a torrent, -- wind, rain, ice-torrent, and water-torrent in one grand symphony.
At length the storm seemed to abate somewhat, and I
took off my heavy rubber boots, with which I had waded
the glacial streams on the flat, and laid them with my
overcoat on a log, which I might mind them on my way back,
knowing I would be drenched anyhow, and firmly tied my
mountain shoes, tightened my belt, shouldered my ice-axe,
and, thus free and ready for rough work, pushed on,
regardless as possible of mere rain. Making my way up a
steep granite slope, its projecting polished bosses
encumbered here and there by boulders and the ground and
bruised ruins of the ragged edge of the forest that had been
uprooted by the glacier during its recent advance, I traced
the side of the glacier for two or three miles, finding
everywhere evidence of its having encroached on the woods,
which here run back along its edge for fifteen or twenty
miles. Under the projecting edge of this vast ice-river I
could see down beneath it to a depth of fifty feet or so in
some places, where logs and branches were bring crushed
to pulp, some of it almost fine enough for paper, though
most of it stringy and coarse.
After thus tracing the margin of the glacier for three or
four miles, I chopped steps and climbed to the top, and as
far as the eye could reach, the nearly level glacier stretched
indefinitely away in the gray cloudy sky, a prairie of ice.
The wind was now almost moderate, though rain continued
to fall, which I did not mind, but a tendency to mist in
the dropping draggled clouds made me hesitate about
attempting to cross to the opposite shore. Although the
distance was only six or seven miles, no traces at this rime
could be seen of the mountains on the other side, and in
case the sky should grow darker, as it seemed inclined to
do, I feared that when I got out of sight of land and perhaps
into a maze of crevasses I might find difficulty in winning
a way back.
Lingering a while and sauntering about in sight of the
shore, I found this eastern side of the glacier remarkably
free from large crevasses. Nearly all I met were so narrow
I could step across them almost anywhere, while the few
wide ones were easily avoided by going up or down along
their sides to where they narrowed. The dismal cloud
ceiling showed rifts here and there, and, thus encouraged, I
struck out for the west shore, aiming to strike it five or six
miles above the front wall, cautiously taking compass
bearings at short intervals to enable me to find my way back
should the weather darken again with mist or rain or snow.
The structure lines of the glacier itself were, however, my
main guide. All went well. I came to a deeply furrowed
section about two miles in width where I had to zigzag in
long, tedious tacks and make narrow doublings, tracing
the edges of wide longitudinal furrows and chasms until I
could find a bridge connecting their sides, oftentimes making
the direct distance ten times over. The walking was
good of its kind, however, and by dint of patient doubling
and axe-work on dangerous places, I gained the opposite
shore in about three hours, the width of the glacier at this
point being about seven miles. Occasionally, while
making my way, the clouds lifted a little, revealing a few bald,
rough mountains sunk to the throat to the broad, icy sea
which encompassed them on all sides, sweeping on forever
and forever as we count time, wearing them away, giving
them the shape they are destined to take when in the fullness
of time they shall be parts of new landscapes.
Ere I lost sight of the east-side mountains, those on the
west came in sight, so that holding my course was easy,
and, though making haste, I halted for a moment to gaze
down into the beautiful pure blue crevasses and to drink at
the lovely blue wells, the most beautiful of all Nature's
water-basins, or at the rills and streams outspread over the
ice-land prairie, never ceasing to admire their lovely color
and music as they glided and swirled in their blue crystal
channels and potholes, and the rumbling of the moulins,
or mills, where streams poured into blue-walled pits of
unknown depth, some of them as regularly circular as if
bored with augers. Interesting, too, were the cascades over
blue cliffs, where streams fell into crevasses or slid almost
noiselessly down slopes so, smooth and frictionless their
motion was concealed. The round or oval wells, however,
from one to ten feet wide, and from one to twenty or thirty
feet deep, were perhaps the most beautiful of all, the water
so pure as to be almost invisible. My widest views did not
probably exceed fifteen miles, the rain and mist making
distances seem greater.
On reaching the farther shore and tracing it a few miles
to northward, I found a large portion of the glacier-current
sweeping out westward in a bold and beautiful curve
around the shoulder of a mountain as if going direct to the
open sea. Leaving the main trunk, it breaks into a magnificent
uproar of pinnacles and spires and up-heaving,
splashing wave-shaped masses, a crystal cataract incomparably
greater and wilder than a score of Niagaras.
Tracing its channel three or four miles, I found that it
fell into a lake, which it fills with bergs. The front of this
branch of the glacier is about three miles wide. I first took
the lake to be the head of an arm of the sea, but, going down
to its shore and tasting it, I found it fresh, and by my
aneroid perhaps less than a hundred feet above sea-level. It
is probably separated from the sea only by a moraine dam.
I had not time to go around its shores, as it was now near
five o'clock and I was about fifteen miles from camp, and I
had to make haste to recross the glacier before dark, which
would come on about eight o'clock. I therefore made haste
up to the main glacier, and, shaping my course by compass
and the structure lines of the ice, set off from the land out
on to the grand crystal prairie again. All was so silent and
so concentred, owing to the low dragging mist, the beauty
close about me was all the more keenly felt, though tinged
with a dim sense of danger, as if coming events were casting
shadows. I was soon out of sight of land, and the evening
dusk that on cloudy days precedes the real night gloom
came stealing on and only ice was in sight, and the only
sounds, save the low rumbling of the mills and the rattle of
falling stones at long intervals, were the low, terribly
earnest moanings of the wind or distant waterfalls coming
through the thickening gloom. After two hours of hard
work I came to a maze of crevasses of appalling depth and
width which could not be passed apparently either up or
down. I traced them with firm nerve developed by the
danger, making wide jumps, poising cautiously on dizzy
edges after cutting footholds, taking wide crevasses at a
grand leap at once frightful and inspiring. Many a mile
was thus traveled, mostly up and down the glacier, making
but little real headway, running much of the time as the
danger of having to pass the night on the ice became more
and more imminent. This I could do, though with the
weather and my rain-soaked condition it would be trying at
best. In treading the mazes of this crevassed section I had
frequently to cross bridges that were only knife-edges for
twenty or thirty feet, cutting off the sharp tops and leaving
them flat so that little Stickeen could follow me. These I
had to straddle, cutting off the top as I progressed and
hitching gradually ahead like a boy riding a rail fence. All
this time the little dog followed me bravely, never hesitating
on the brink of any crevasse that I had jumped, but now
that it was becoming dark and the crevasses became more
troublesome, he followed close at my heels instead of
scampering far and wide, where the ice was at all smooth,
as he had in the forenoon. No land was now in sight. The
mist fell lower and darker and snow began to fly. I could
not see far enough up and down the glacier to judge how
best to work out of the bewildering labyrinth, and how
hard I tried while there was yet hope of reaching camp that
night! a hope which was fast growing dim like the sky.
After dark, on such ground, to keep from freezing, I could
only jump up and down until morning on a piece of flat ice
between the crevasses, dance to the boding music of the
winds and waters, and as I was already tired and hungry I
would be in bad condition for such ice work. Many times
I was put to my mettle, but with a firm-braced nerve, all
the more unflinching as the dangers thickened, I worked
out of that terrible ice-web, and with blood fairly up
Stickeen and I ran over common danger without fatigue. Our
very hardest trial was in getting across the very last of the
sliver bridges. After examining the first of the two widest
crevasses, I followed its edge half a mile or so up and down
and discovered that its narrowest spot was about eight feet
wide, which was the limit of what I was able to jump.
Moreover, the side I was on -- that is, the west side -- was
about a foot higher then the other, and I feared that in case
I should be stopped by a still wider impassable crevasse
ahead that I would hardly be able to take back that jump
from its lower side. The ice beyond, however, as far as I
could see it, looked temptingly smooth. Therefore, after
carefully making a socket on my foot on the rounded
brink, I jumped, but found that I had nothing to spare and
more than ever dreaded having to retrace my way. Little
Stickeen jumped this, however, without apparently taking
a second look at it, and we ran ahead joyfully over smooth,
level ice, hoping we were now leaving all danger behind
us. But hardly had we gone a hundred or two yards when
to our dismay we found ourselves on the very widest of all
the longitudinal crevasses we had yet encountered. It was
about forty feet wide. I ran anxiously up the side of it to
northward, eagerly hoping that I could get around its head,
but my worst fears were realized when at a distance of about
a mile or less it ran into the crevasse that I had just jumped.
I then ran down the edge for a mile or more below the point
where I had first met it, and found that its lower end also
united with the crevasse I had jumped, showing dismally
that we were on an island two or three hundred yards wide
and about two miles long and the only way of escape from
this island was by turning back and jumping again that
crevasse which I dreaded, or venturing ahead across the
giant crevasse by the very worst of the sliver bridges I had
ever seen. It was so badly weathered and melted down that
it formed a knife-edge, and extended across from side to
side in a low, drooping curve like that made by a loose rope
attached at each end at the same height. But the worst
difficulty was that the ends of the down-curving sliver were
attached to the sides at a depth of about eight or ten feet
below the surface of the glacier. Getting down to the end of
the bridge, and then after crossing it getting up the other
side, seemed hardly possible. However, I decided to dare
the dangers of the fearful sliver rather than to attempt to
retrace my steps. Accordingly I dug a low groove in the
rounded edge for my knees to rest in and, leaning over,
began to cut a narrow foothold on the steep, smooth side.
When I was doing this, Stickeen came up behind me,
pushed his head over my shoulder, looked into the crevasses
and along the narrow knife-edge, then turned and looked
in my face, muttering and whining as if trying to say,
"Surely you are not going down there." I said, "Yes,
Stickeen, this is the only way." He then began to cry and ran
wildly along the rim of the crevasse, searching for a better
way, then, returning baffled, of course, he came behind me
and lay down and cried louder and louder.
After getting down one step I cautiously stooped and cut
another and another in succession until I reached the point
where the sliver was attached to the wall. There, cautiously
balancing, I chipped down the upcurved end of the bridge
until I had formed a small level platform about a foot wide,
then, bending forward, got astride of the end of the sliver,
steadied myself with my knees, then cut off the top of the
sliver, hitching myself forward an inch or two at a time,
leaving it about four inches wide for Stickeen. Arrived at
the farther end of the sliver, which was about seventy-five
feet long, I chipped another little platform on its upcurved
end, cautiously rose to my feet, and with infinite pains cut
narrow notch steps and finger-holds in the wall and finally
got safely across. All this dreadful time poor little Stickeen
was crying as if his heart was broken, and when I called to
him in as reassuring a voice as I could muster, he only cried
the louder, as if trying to say that he never, never could get
down there -- the only time that the brave little fellow appeared
to know what danger was. After going away as if I
was leaving him, he still howled and cried without venturing
to try to follow me. Returning to the edge of the crevasse,
I told him that I must go, that he could come if he
only tried, and finally in despair he hushed his cries, slid
his little feet slowly down into my footsteps out on the big
sliver, walked slowly and cautiously along the sliver as if
holding his breath, while the snow was falling and the wind
was moaning and threatening to blow him off. When he
arrived at the foot of the slope below me, I was kneeling on
the brink ready to assist him in case he should be unable to
reach the top. He looked up along the row of notched steps
I had made, as if fixing them in his mind, then with a
nervous spring he whizzed up and passed me out on to the
level ice, and ran and cried and barked and rolled about
fairly hysterical in the sudden revulsion from the depth of
despair to triumphant joy. I tried to catch him and pet him
and tell him how good and brave he was, but he would not
be caught. He ran round and round, swirling like autumn
leaves in an eddy, lay down and rolled head over heels. I
told him we still had far to go and that we must now stop all
nonsense and get off the ice before dark. I knew by the ice-lines
that every step was now taking me nearer the shore
and soon it came in sight. The headland four or five miles
back from the front, covered with spruce trees, loomed
faintly but surely through the mist and light fall of snow
not more than two miles away. The ice now proved good all
the way across, and we reached the lateral moraine just at
dusk, then with trembling limbs, now that the danger was
over, we staggered and stumbled down the bouldery edge
of the glacier and got over the dangerous rocks by the cascades
while yet a faint light lingered. We were safe, and
then, too, came limp weariness such as no ordinary work
ever produces, however hard it may be. Wearily we stumbled
down through the woods, over logs and brush and
roots, devil's-clubs pricking us at every faint blundering
tumble. At last we got out on the smooth mud slope with
only a mile of slow but sure dragging of weary limbs to
camp. The Indians had been firing guns to guide me and
had a fine supper and fire ready, though fearing they would
be compelled to seek us in the morning, a care not often
applied to me. Stickeen and I were too tired to eat much,
and, strange to say, too tired, sleep. Both of us springing
up in the night again and again, fancied we were still on
that dreadful ice bridge in the shadow of death.
Nevertheless, we arose next morning in newness of life.
Never before had rocks and ice and trees seemed so beautiful
and wonderful, even the cold, biting rainstorm that
was blowing seemed full of loving-kindness, wonderful
compensation for all that we had endured, and we sailed
down the bay through the gray, driving rain rejoicing.
Source:
"Stickeen: An Adventure with a Dog and a Glacier",
in John Muir's
Travels in Alaska
(Boston: Houghton Mifflin, 1915);
introduction copyright © 1995 Dan E. Anderson.
Last updated 12 August 1999.
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